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October 20 The Party is Over...Are you being optimistic or you just living by your time granted by your own existence?? It's exactly the same title with the critic article on the wallst crisis recently,ya but i will not awarded so is that something have to do with the title necessary?
Nothing is coincidence, there's always some story behind them, man evolve by revealing them. Is this merely restricted to the scientific term or it include the deep side of human nature? Are we able to deal with the naked soul of ourself? Why are we keep trying to challenge the limit of the social sets of rule? Are we that keen to stay ahead of all of the others? Anyhow, it's just many people who like to tell themselves it's just life, it's just business to be finish, nothing wrong with them or the others. This is certainly not the motivation that drive the short history of human being in this planet. Many of us just can't decide the right direction, by the way, can anyone tell another what's the right thing to do? People giving comment, they have the whole right to do that, but somewhere around the world, people don't even know why they have to suffer or even die. This is not some angel talks at least someone like us are doing nothing right now. I know you have tried your best to not being too judgmental, but it takes too much of time for you revealing the story behind the thing, which you might not ever have the chance. Anyhow, you are still the optimistic person as i thought you ought to be. People who are not materially satisfied would not give a shit on these, but the surrounding appearance and idealism were just dig into the our mind and enlarging the terms "satisfaction" infinitely, however, it's still nothing wrong if we have yet to know what's wrong.
When the party is over, it's not the end of the world, we should and would not being able to bring it back again. As what has written in the front page of your brown FP, "life can only be understand backward, but it must be lived forward" Don't you cry... after all we are just a pieces of organism, even though we have soul.
you know the people are foolish, but they are not indeed, we do have soul, luckily
It's just not as easy as 123 when you came back, it's the life that ahead and I know you miss the moment that you spend there but there will be the same answer from everyone you ask. Are them being too disgraceful or you are the gummy that just get along with the time. It would be a real materially loser if you does.
Would there be anyone passionate enough to boost your life again? Soon... I'm quite sure about that you will discover yourself and going down again. A portion of grieve and sorrow has always been your incentive for your life...Once again, find no more excuse for what you have done and it's just always the right time to learn from it. With love to you who haven't awake from the drunk.
 words is just another form of music, next song please. June 28 V断断续续的两个小时，像是一场演奏曲
也许在招唤那流在血液里的愤世嫉俗因子
一切都变得那么理想伟大
并不是渴望成为那角色的英雄欲望，而是人都想纠正那主观性的不平
当那扣人心弦的交响乐结束时，留下的只有那俗气的电子翻唱乐
也许这才是我的生活，在努力让它变得不再平凡，不再理所当然
呵，这可能叫煽情吧。那片刻的感动让它待久一点，钢骨水泥或是片地绿野，这都是此刻的感觉。
‘是非成败转头空'渐渐把人变得理性而忘记了如何梦想甚至是白日梦都不愿施舍些时间于它。
是时候回到这不知所谓的谎话里头了。煽情就留给V...
April 05 puzzle好久没释放一下了，有机会对着电脑就是在搏杀，不是赌博，是男孩们的无聊游戏。city angel, 。不就是那两条水演的咯，哇，水？？巨星叻… 最近一次看到有人看戏会哭已经是很经典了，经典的是戏，不是因为人都爱哭。The Green Mile，赚人眼泪呀。看了一次就会想把这故事永远收起，好让自己能相信天使是真的存在的。人之初，性本善...... 曾几何时我们写日记的习惯没了，反而是花时间在尽量让别人了解自己上。千百年来，多少不可一世的家伙已逝。我看只有太阳和月亮最清楚吧。日记总是让人越看越发笑，原来曾经我们是那么地曾经信誓旦旦什么什么的。每个人的想法是怎样都不重要，重要的是大家有没过得好点，岁月不留人，管你曾叱吒风云，一样不给你买帐。那天在购物商场前，二轮的cdi unit跟我耍性子，在人来人往的红绿灯三角州上，我就干起满手黑黑的活来。倒楣？？还好吧，能回到家就是幸运了，毕竟在去着sepang看试车的时候它没挂，最少方圆五公里是油棕园，哭笑不得了咯。 呵呵，人来人往反而耳根不会发烫，若我们的害羞vs熟人的关系能用图表示，那么假设y axis 是害羞指数， x axis 是与人的熟悉指数，图表的形状将会是山丘状吧。 是时候睡了，靖，你还欠着两个该还了。没有“碰”一声，我回到了现实。希望梦里能看见天使，对，就在我们心底...... November 24 [怕死的我人， 我们每一天的生活，甚至我们每吸的每一口气都和能源有关。这世界在某一个时间走上了一条目前为止还不知对错的路。是被环保分子煽动了吗？还是石油巨头们深深牵制了我们所应该知道的信息。什么叫应该？就是何时我们将失去现有活着的条件。
石油多年来牵制着国际间相互影响的格局，内燃机的运作其实不复杂，可是当人的利益与黑色液体结合起来，便像汽油和空气结合在一起在到燃烧室里爆炸，一发不可收拾，工业革命和多次的大小战争看似遥远，可曾知它们和今天的你我有着些渊源。我不算环保分子，我对和速度力量有关的事物很着迷，可我也很怀疑我是不是在消耗着某个明天。一切都在发生着，温室气体的排放真的可以形成慢性自杀。
当冰山融化到一个程度，反射部分阳光的它们变成了吸收热能的深色海水，那么大气层的温度将不会是人类通过减低温室气体就可以降低的了。这才是真的一发不可收拾。
这世界有太多美丽的物与事，不舍得也不是我一个人的事情。无奈之余，只能做好自己的本分。
有些人总是说些低能的话来讽刺那些宁愿牺生些利益避免毁灭的人，
“你不用驾车咯，走路就好”
“划船就行了，干吗搭飞机？”
“晚上点蜡烛咯”
“我一个人改变有什么用？”
“大家一起死不是很好...”
你知道棕油的价格会再上升，为何不连底裤也当了，换钱去买棕油？
可怜，自己没勇气却硬要把全部人拖下去...
生活中的失败者，只能想到一些跟自己无关的方法来追求与别人平起平坐。
地球上活着的生物可还真无奈丫
November 21 make yourself difficultSometimes, when things doesn't work out, you are not going to have that kind of mood to do it. force yourself, put yourself into a difficult position, it's ok, it wouldn't cause you die. you what's wastegate? when the compressed air comes out from the turbo gag, it is release by a thing called wastegate/actuater for smaller turbo engine. It sounds great you know? haha, the FIR assignment are not going to kill me, but it makes me feel sleepy. I'm sure that's nothing do with blood donation, so this is the time for me to write or recall something that make me burn, heat me up. haha, is not hot chick moment for now, cause I'm alone now, with wu bai, his song, "wo de ming zi". yaya, whatever that make me think, wake me up, soon, a clear path "pop"!! in my mind now.
hey, friends, remember this, thing are easy to do, it's only difficult to start. bless you.
“......因我握你的手
已经足够
已经足够
已经足够........” November 10 morning知道吗？人类发明的机器，能够让人类自己承受不住它所能够制造的G值而死亡。
很久以前，不懂哪个家伙写了一首曲，叫<Morning>，可是此时的我，并不想听。
要克服自己的贪念，不要在不适合的时候下决定，虽然错失的可预见机会不少，但要记得投资是种态度，不是弯腰捡起地上的黄金，牛市时，赚钱的人不在少数，你是不是不重要。
今天首都的游行你没参与，后悔吗？会，他们每个人人都有本身的考量与目的，但是追求更好的政治环境绝对没错，尤其当你说这是个在成长中的民主国家。
有些人说，大马十大首富只有一人是他的种族，不能反映.......拜托，另外那九个跟我一样同族，可好像不怎么有关系。对於东马土著，怎不见你的热情？
ask those racist to shut up their butt, ya, the speech comes from that part. How can those big cheese know what's happen arround the country by sitting inside their luxury sedan with black thinted window? go and see what cars actually occupied the car park outside the political party meeting, is just like NAZA advertisement "u name it, u get it." yet, someone encourage their people to demand more priority? haha, why don't u give me a lift when i need to go some place with the "handicap" public transportation. If any of them need suggestion, i prefer most of the politician shut their mouth and to do something, some savings of our resources will help. not some space program that doesn't help to cover the holes on the road. Anyway, is improving after all, it might be me naive to believe it's improving. 对丫，人不管什么状态下都是不满的。我们不能只是在自己的族群里面大声喊怎怎怎，而是要让同是一个国家的人都听得到些建设性的意见。多元种族是个优势，希望那些那些沙文主义的混蛋早点收声，真的是太烦了。阿连老大说得没错，“对外是种族主义，对内是沙文主义”都得提防，拜托别让我这种纯朴的小家伙翻开报纸便胆战心惊。
Aloso is leaving Mclaren, it'll be good to both parties. He likes silver since he was young, but like what Ron Dennis said, "competitive animal have no limit". Which team should he go? well I would say :"set ur butt on Redbull, Adrian comes out with some competitive design, well, sometimes, try that and u might kick lewis ass, if you like to." Anyway, I'm still a dead hard Mclaren fan...go Lewis, go XX. hope for another Silver storm on 2008 sesson.
睡咯 晚安/早安？ 0538 11-11-07
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